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Sunday, January 9th, 2011
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2:13 pm
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Work sleep, Work sleep, work sleep. That has been my life the last few weeks. also eating fast food and passing out at 9pm. I don't understand how people do this everyday of their lives. I enjoy having money to spend have knowing my bills are being payed but, I feel like there's more to life than working all of the time.
current mood:  high
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| Saturday, October 23rd, 2010
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3:11 pm - Life
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life has been pretty decent lately. I've found a great girl that I really like and we've been having a blast together the last couple of weeks. I'm finally going to get unemployment while I can't work/drive so I wont be broke 24/7.
Last night was awesome Tonya came and picked me up and we went to her best friends house and had some beers played cards then cuddled on the fold out couch while watching horribly stupid movies. Then she drove me home in morning during the first snow storm this year.
It's awesome how we have so much in common and it feels so nice to just hold her hand and cuddle. I REALLY hope this all falls together and works out.
current mood: indescribable
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| Thursday, September 16th, 2010
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1:04 am
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Just ordered Left 4 Dead 2 for $17.99 and Team Fortress 2 for $9.99 :D So stoked to get them next week ^_^
current mood:  anxious
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| Tuesday, September 14th, 2010
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4:13 pm
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| Sunday, August 15th, 2010
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3:35 pm
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My mom thinks I should move out west. She says she doesn't want me to leave but thinks I should get out of this god forsaken hell hole. I kinda agree. there's nothing but trouble for me here. the cops harass me on a daily basis hopping they can catch me with something, there's literally NO jobs here. I've applied everywhere right down the the gas stations and nothing. I don't know if things would be better out west but at least it could be a new start. and I think I'm in need of one of those.
current mood:  blank
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| Saturday, July 31st, 2010
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5:10 pm
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| Friday, July 30th, 2010
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11:16 am
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going to look at cars today :D can't wait to be driving again
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| Monday, July 26th, 2010
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4:17 pm - Guess Who's back!
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| Friday, December 25th, 2009
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7:58 pm - !
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Merry Christmas everyone!
As some of you may know, I don't have the internets right now and not sure when I will again. If I ever cba to get it again hahaha. So talk to you all later hope you're all doing well. Have a happy new year!
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| Friday, March 27th, 2009
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6:23 pm
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75 gallon is broken, two fish are dead. the rest that are too big for the 30 gallon are in a Rubbermaid thing. yup that pretty much sucks. No idea what I'm going to do with these fish. Unless I can pull a 55+ gallon tank out of my ass in the next few days.
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| Tuesday, March 24th, 2009
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6:06 pm
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"You’ve got to do something, Jerry. Even Packers fans are tired of watching the Bears’ impotent offense"
God I love this guy.
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| Sunday, March 22nd, 2009
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12:57 pm
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I wanna hear your voice but I don't want you to call
I wanna see you, girl, but not see you at all
I wanna make up, but I still want to fight
I wanted to break up but it just don't feel right
(Sitting here waiting on you)
I hate you, you hate me. But still can't escape "we"
And all the bullshit we've been going through lately
Heartbroke, Lovesturck, telling ya'll, "It ain't me"
Life without you, girl, is something that I can't see
I ain't gon' lie, say, "I don't get lonely"
But if only so much, I could kick it with the homies
And somebody told me that you already moved on
I broke up with you, you ain't supposed to get your groove on!
Not now, at least wait a couple weeks
Got me looking like a chump with my business in the streets
Been a couple weeks, but it feel like you still there
No matter how I clean, I'm still finding your hair
Or some shit you forgot, or I'm standing in that spot
Where you came so hard, I didn't think that you would stop
But, quiet as I step, I know you miss me just a little
Washed my sheets when you left but still smell you on my pillow
And everything I do, it reminds me of you
And everything I see, it reminds me of "we"
And everytime I lust, it reminds me of us
Girl, I wanna stay together 'cause I hate breaking up
You ain't call me last night, what you trying to be? Strong?
You'll call yourself stupid when you finally hear this song
'Cause I would've took you back, I was waiting to, infact
All you had to do was holler, girl, I would've just collapsed
And fell into a trap and started to relapse
And your ass never called so it just never happened
Now I'm thinking Jasmine, Tanya, Cheraine
Some ex's I can call that'll probably ease the pain
I tried to follow through, but I wound up calling you
Hanging up before a ring, girl, it's really all on you
But you wanna get into it, make me mad, push my buttons
Got us tripping over little stuff that don't mean nothing
I'm sick of the suffering, the fighting, the fussing
What happened to the love in the late night discussions
'Bout children, and family, the future, the plan
And now it's all over 'cause you couldn't understand me
And everything I do, it reminds me of you
And everything I see, it reminds me of "we"
And everytime I lust, it reminds me of us
Girl, I wanna stay together 'cause I hate breaking up
Thought I'm missing you again last night
'Til I remembered all the reasons that your ass left a fight
It's like, dude, I really wanted this to work
But you had to get your shit together first,
and what's worse, I really wanted you to stay
but I needed you to leave 'cause we was fighting everyday
All right, not everyday, I know that's a lot on it
We was supposed to be companions, but we was more like opponents
Don't this song make you wanna do it one more time?
Could I still be the only dude that's on your mind?
I'm too proud to beg, but I'm hoping that you not
I would take you back quick, girl, without a second thought
But I'm caught up in my pride and I can't make the call
Didn't want to break up, just a break, that's all
It's been a long time, I know I probably shouldn't have left you
'Cause your the only woman that I wanna sleep next to
And everything I do, it reminds me of you
And everything I see, it reminds me of "we"
And everytime I lust, it reminds me of us
Girl, I wanna stay together 'cause I hate breaking up
You say you're sick of me and I say I'm sick of you
But we crazy 'bout eachother, girl, what we gon' do?
Said I needed you to leave, but I hate to see you go
Can't make up my mind, girl, I just don't know
I wanna make this work but I'm sick of the struggle
Girl, what I gotta do to make you realize I love you?
I ain't gon' lie, sometimes I just don't feel you
But find another man, and I just might kill you
(Sitting here waiting on you)
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| Saturday, March 21st, 2009
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11:56 pm
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I'm so sick of not knowing, wondering. waiting.
We hardly talk and I hate it. My life seems in shambles right now and the only person I feel like I can really talk to and want to talk to isn't here. I hate not being able to hear her voice or smell her or feel her.
I'm just getting to the point where it feels like NOTHING is going to work. job wise living wise relationship wise. I just feel like giving up. I hate my life. I hate well everything. I'm so lonely all the time. I don't know what I'm going to do. I don't know anything anymore. I wish I could go back in time.
current mood:  depressed
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| Friday, March 20th, 2009
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7:19 pm
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| Wednesday, March 11th, 2009
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5:07 pm - Bleh
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My internet connection has been very slow durring the day so I can't play games until about midnight! yay!
Sooooo I've been super duper bored the last few days. I just sit here and look at the same 4 sites for hours on end. I've been going on walks but god who the hell wants to walk around this shit hole of a place. All I see are people I don't like or people I want nothing to do with. My van is kinda broken not really sure whats up with it so I can't even go anywhere if I wanted to.
Moving back in with my mom soon for a month or so. Save some money things like that. Yup.
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| Thursday, March 5th, 2009
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3:40 am
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| Monday, February 9th, 2009
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12:57 pm
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| Sunday, January 11th, 2009
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11:56 pm
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| Friday, December 26th, 2008
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1:57 am
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I can't believe it's been a year. I've never found someone like you and I'm so glad I have. You make me happier than I can describe and probably more mad sometimes too. bu ti wouldn't trade a second with you for anything. I love you liz and this has been the best year of my life <3
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